Year: 2013

Step Four: Establish the Ground Rules

Posted by Sharon O'Day on November 13, 2013 with 0 Comment

You have to learn the rules of the game. And then you have to play better than anyone else. Albert Einstein

Welcome back. If you have taken the first three steps you are now ready to enter into the negotiations arena. You have done your homework and are therefore well prepared. If the other side of the negotiations has not completed the first three steps then I can guarantee that you will be in a better, more confident position when you begin the formal negotiations. You will know not only what you hope to realize from the negotiations but also your underlying reasons for participating. You will know when it is best to walk away from the negotiations and how far the other side can go before they feel they must walk away. You will have determined a fair and reasonable value for any material items that are on the table and assessed the strengths and weaknesses of your case if this is a litigation matter. You have a strategy and understand the possible outcomes of the negotiations.

Now, the final step before anybody makes the first offer is to be sure that everyone is on the same page about the process. This may be a very easy step in the case of informal negotiations but it may take on huge significance in the case of more complicated matters. As negotiations become more complex, with a greater number of issues on the agenda and more parties seated at the table, the necessity for clearly defined rules becomes more important. Without clearly defined rules the negotiations can devolve into chaos or, worse, fail to take place altogether. You can easily imagine how hard it would be to participate in a six party negotiation with each party represented by zealous advocates but no agreement as to the rules defining the process. However in simple daily negotiations the rules may be set by regular custom and practice. If you are discussing where the family should go for dinner the ground rules may be simple: that everyone has a chance to make a suggestion, no one raises their voice, the options will be discussed and the majority wins.

In the case of more significant negotiations that occur in our daily lives, such as the purchase of a home, the rules become more formal and inflexible. The homeowner lists the property for sale at a given price, the buyer makes an offer to purchase the home perhaps with some specific terms regarding allowances or closing times, the homeowner makes a counter offer and the negotiations continue in this back and forth manner until a deal is made. The final agreement is then formalized into a purchase contract for the property and a closing for the sale is scheduled. While the terms of the sale may be more complicated and the process involve more people including the seller, her agent, the buyer and his agent, the overall rules of the process are fairly straight forward.

One form of negotiations that is becoming more popular in divorces and other legal matters is the use of collaborative representation. This is a process whereby the parties to a litigation agree to each hire a specially trained collaborative attorney and then all other professionals (accountants, appraisers, therapists) will be hired jointly as part of the team. In collaborative cases the initial meeting of the parties and the collaborative professionals will most likely be a time to establish the rules of the negotiations. In such cases the rules are commonly referred to as the collaborative agreement. This agreement will determine who will be included on the professional team, how the professionals will be paid, who will be the facilitator of the meetings, how often meetings will be held, the rules of confidentiality, what happens if the process breaks down and many other finer details of the collaborative law process. In my experience having a carefully written and considered collaborative agreement provides everyone with a clear understanding of the procedure and is critical to the success of the negotiations that are to follow.

If you are involved in a complicated law suit with a formal mediation process then there are several issues that must be decided before the mediation begins. You may have to decide who will be the mediator, where the mediation will take place, who will pay the mediator, what will be on the agenda of the mediation, will the mediation be subject to the local rules in your jurisdiction and if not what rules of confidentiality and neutrality will apply, can anyone other than the parties attend the mediation, and what happens if the person with ultimate authority to make a final deal is not present at the mediation. Usually these rules of mediation are established by local procedure or by the parties when the mediator is selected. If the parties are unrepresented the mediator may use the first meeting to reach an agreement by the parties as to the rules that will apply to the process. In some particularly litigious cases it is a good idea to have the professionals meet with the mediator prior to the initial session to make sure that everyone has accepted the terms of the mediation and are prepared to proceed with the negotiations at the initial session.

In particularly complicated matters such as international, diplomatic negotiations the rules of the process can become a negotiation unto themselves. In the case of the negotiations for the termination of the Vietnam War the parties spent months arguing over the size and shape of the table to be used. While this may be an extreme example of negotiations over process, there are many other times when the rules for the negotiations have taken on a life of their own. As a mediator I have had more than a few mediations cancelled or delayed because, at the last minute, someone tried to change the rules and the other side objected. I have had cases where, just before the mediation was to begin, one side has said they would only attend if the other side agreed to pay for the mediation or one party wanted to bring a relative when the other side had not previously agreed. Such last minute surprises are never helpful as they set a tone of mistrust and increase hostility before the process has even started. It is better, if possible, to discuss and agree to the “rules” prior to the onset of the negotiations.

If you have questions about the general process of mediation, please refer to my web site (www.odayresolutions.com) for examples of some of the standard rules used in Court Ordered mediations in my area. These may be different in your area but they will at least provide you with some areas to discuss with the mediator or your counsel before the mediation is set to begin.

Taking the Third Step

Posted by Sharon O'Day on November 10, 2013 with 0 Comment

Many a man had taken the first step. With every additional step you enhance immensely the value of your first.

Ralph Waldo Emerson

So now it is time to take the third step in preparing for negotiations. You have identified the issues, positions and interests of your situation in the first step. You have brainstormed possible options to resolve the situation in the second step. Now you must roll up your sleeves and dig into some research for this third step. In my experience this is when many people become overwhelmed and try to move right into the negotiations. This is a mistake, because the information that you gather in the research step will allow you to properly evaluate your options and develop your strategy for negotiations. In today’s technology age almost anything can be researched fairly simply online. We will look at some of the simple ways to find answers and evaluate options through some basic research, most of which is free and or inexpensive.

In our example in article two we considered a family looking for solutions if Mom is having trouble with driving. Below is a chart of some of the research tools that can be used to evaluate each of the options that we identified:

Options to Consider / Google terms	Research tools to find answers
Hire a driver	Google taxi services in your area Google “drivers for seniors” for local free or low cost services
Find ways to make driving safer for senior	www.aarp.org www.aaa.org www.safeandmobileseniors.org
We can drive for her	www.ourfamilywizard.com provides calendars to keep track of family activities such as doctor appointments and plan who will drive
She can take the bus	Google local bus routes
She can travel with friends	Talk to her companions and friends to see if other’s can drive. This step in the research may have to wait until after you have spoken to Mom if you do not know her companions well.
We can have other’s bring things she needs to her	www.mowaa.org google in-home companions or elder companions
She could move to a community with more local services or transportation	Google independent living in your area

If you are facing a negotiation over an offer for a new job, you would want to research similar jobs to the one you have applied for. You want to determine what the average salary is in your area. You may do this by researching market surveys online or by speaking to friends or mentors in the area of the employment you are considering. You want to look for ranges of starting salaries as well as other benefits that you have determined are important on your options list.

If you are involved in negotiations to resolve a legal case such as a divorce the research may become more complex. You have three general areas to research before you enter into negotiations. These are (1) the basic facts of your case such as the value of your assets and school calendars to develop parenting plans (2) the law as it applies to your case and (3) the costs involved in litigation if the case does not settle. The first area is conducted the same way as the research outlined above. You use the internet to research each option you have developed.

In some cases the information that you need to assess possible solutions may not be in your control but may be in the control of the other party to the litigation. This is when attorneys use one of the most powerful tools in their tool box to obtain the information needed. This type of research is called “discovery”. We can do this research through depositions (asking the other side and witnesses questions while they are under oath and in front of a court reporter), interrogatories (similar to depositions but asking the other side or witnesses questions in writing and asking them to sign the answers under oath) and “requests to produce” (asking the other side to produce documents that they may have in their control). We may also engage experts such as appraisers, accountants, vocational experts, mental health experts and medical experts to pull together the information and to evaluate our case to have a better understanding of the facts for settlement or trial. If you are involved in a legal dispute, you have to decide if you have enough information about your case and the other side’s case to complete the mediation before the discovery is completed. Many times it is possible to know enough to evaluate your options without all of these formal discovery methods, although this discovery may critical to presenting your case at trial.

Another area that you must be prepared for in the case of legal disputes is an understanding of how the law will be applied to the facts of your case. Attorneys are specially trained in conducting legal research and evaluating the likelihood of success in specific cases. It is always advantageous to be familiar with the law as it applies to your case, in order to know what your “best day” and “worst day” in court could be. This gives you structure and parameters to your negotiations that would not otherwise be present. It is important to remember that an understanding of the law does not necessarily confine you to the remedies that are provided for by the law. There have been countless times that I have represented clients who wanted a specific outcome in a case and I had to tell them that their preferred “option” to resolve the case was not possible under the law. For instance the parents may agree that paying for college education for their child is important even though the law in Florida only requires support of children through eighteen years of age. While the Judge could not order this solution the parties may, through negotiations agree to include this in their settlement agreement.

Finally, you should evaluate the costs associated with selecting different options. In order to evaluate how efficient an option is in meeting your needs you must be able to examine the costs associated with the option. In the case of a legal dispute such as divorce you should consider how much the trial is going to cost you if you do not settle. You must have a frank and honest discussion with your attorney to determine the costs of litigation. While attorneys can rarely give a guarantee about the costs as these are often determined by the facts of each situation and the actions of the other party, they can estimate how much is necessary for specific activities such as a full day deposition or the retainer for an expert. As indicated above, the costs of formal discovery can be quite high. While you may be able to mediate a resolution after conducting your own research on the options you have developed, your attorney will be able to explain how the rules of evidence may require more costly discovery to actually prove your case in trail.

In addition you should consider the costs of alternatives to settlement in terms of time missed from work to attend hearings, depositions, and trial. Another “cost” that is often overlooked in legal disputes is the anxiety of remaining uncertain about the outcome and living in the adversarial morass of litigation. While you may not be able to put a dollar figure on it, there is certainly an emotional and psychological benefit to reaching a resolution and being able to move on. This benefit may have a higher value than any of the costs associated with agreeing to certain terms of settlement.

As you can see, the research step in negotiation preparation requires time and a commitment. The more thorough a party is in conducting the research the more prepared they are when entering into their negotiations. I have too often seen mediations be delayed because the parties could not agree upon the value of an asset or the feasibility of a rehabilitation plan for a party. The time spent on this step can expand possible options, organize strategies for resolution and save time in the actual negotiations phase. Knowledge is power. By doing your homework you are in a more powerful position as you enter the next step of negotiations.

For more tools for research in specific areas please visit my website, www.odayresolutions.com.

Taking the Second Step

Posted by Sharon O'Day on November 2, 2013 with 0 Comment

“It is better to have enough ideas for some of them to be wrong, than to be always right by having no ideas at all.” Edward de Bono

So, now you have taken the first step in preparing for a negotiation: you have identified the issues that need to be addressed and the positions and interests of the parties involved. You are still in the preparation phase but now you are ready for step two. This is the fun step, but don’t get carried away. Now you are going to think creatively. We mediators like to say, “think outside of the box”. You are going to identify the possibilities for solutions to the issues.

To do this you consider ways to meet the interests that you identified in step one. Let’s consider an example of a problem that faces many families: The adult children are worried about mom continuing to drive because she has some significant physical limitations and had a traffic accident last week. Your sibling called you up and said “We need to talk to mom about taking away her keys, she shouldn’t be driving.” (You know by “we” your sibling really meant “you” need to talk to mom.) You agree that there may be a problem but you also know that Mom will resist any effort to stop her from driving. You have identified the issue: Mom’s driving. You have identified the children’s position: Mom shouldn’t drive any longer. And you have identified Mom’s position: I can continue to drive without a problem. You have also identified the interests: Mom needs (1) to be safe and (2) continue to have an active and independent lifestyle. Now, for step two, you want to consider options that will allow Mom to still live independently and allow her to safely get around town. You may consider options such as (1) we can hire drivers, (2) we can see if there are ways to improve her safety when she does drive, (3) we can drive for her (4) she can take a bus to her favorite spots, (5) she can travel with neighbors and friends to her favorite outings, (5) we can have delivery bring things to her that she needs (6) she could move to a residence that has more activities “in house” and limits her need to drive. Are there any other options to meet the identified interests?

This is the brainstorming time. The more input you can have the better. Sometimes it is good to talk to friends, family, mentors, and trusted advisers so long as you can limit the talk to brainstorming options and not just arguing over positions. You do not want to take anything off the table when you look for options to solve the issues. Often it is good to write down the list as fast as you can without stopping to evaluate each idea. This opens up the creative juices and allows for limitless thinking. In the next step you will research if any of the options are possible but here you just want to consider as many options as you can think of. With research you will be able to evaluate the costs involved to implement any of the options. As you do the research in phase three you may develop new options or find that some of the choices need to be reworked or eliminated altogether. For now though, do not limit yourself to what you think is possible or to “good” ideas.

This is also the time to look at what would happen if you don’t reach a negotiated resolution to the situation. In negotiation parlance this is called your “Best Alternative to a Negotiated Agreement” or BATNA. This theory was developed by Roger Fisher and William Ury in the book Getting to Yes: Negotiating Agreement Without Giving In (Penguin Books, 1981) and is used to train the top negotiators at Harvard. To consider your BATNA, you consider the options available to you if you walk away from the negotiations. In the situation of Mom continuing to drive, the answer may be that if the family cannot reach an agreement then no action will be taken and Mom may have another more severe accident. In the case of a negotiation for a job, the answer to your BATNA may be that you have to continue to look for employment (a weak option) or you may have the option to take another job offer (a stronger option). As an attorney we look at this question as “what is your best day in court” or what is the most favorable outcome if you take the case to trial. In legal negotiations we always consider the possible outcomes of going to court as a possible outcome if the case does not settle. In the next step we will look at what this costs in terms of time, money and anxiety. For now, you need only consider that one option to solve the problem may be a trial. The research phase in step three is where we evaluate the BATNAs.

You also want to consider the other parties possible outcomes if there is no negotiated settlement. Often the other party’s best alternative to settling may be your “Worst Alternative to a Negotiated Agreement” that is, you guessed it, your WATNA. (Also developed by our friends at Harvard.) In legal parlance this is “your worst day in court”. You should consider this alternative as well.

So, now you have completed your second phase by looking for all options that you may have to resolve the issues that you have identified and to meet the interests of everyone involved. As you continue on the path of negotiations you may need to come back to this step. It is important to remember that negotiations are a fluid process not a one way road. While you are constantly heading in the right direction you are not just checking things off the list and moving on. In step three you will evaluate the options you developed. Once you actually start the negotiations with the other side you may come back to all of the options you developed and re-evaluate them. But for now, by listing as many options for resolution as you possibly can, you have prepared to research the effectiveness of each option. This then allows you to be in a stronger position to open negotiations with a goal of finding solutions rather than perpetuating conflict.

Taking the First Step in Negotiations

Posted by Sharon O'Day on October 30, 2013 with 1 Comment

Have a bias toward action – let’s see something happen now. You can break that big plan into small steps and take the first step right away.

Indira Gandhi

For better or worse, we each have to negotiate all the time. Let’s say you have a problem that needs to be resolved. You may have a disagreement with your sibling about how to care for Dad, or a conflict with your business partner about the direction the business should take. You know there is a conflict and you want to resolve it before it gets worse. Or, perhaps it is not a problem but rather an opportunity. You have applied for a job and must meet with your prospective employer to determine what the terms of your employment will include. Or, perhaps you want to buy a car or a house. You know you have to bargain but the idea fills you with fear. In all of these situations your best option is to negotiate a strong deal. Very few of us have ever had a real class in negotiations so the mere thought of bargaining makes us a nervous. And yet we are faced with the opportunity (or saddled with the burden) of negotiating on a regular basis. This series of articles looks at the steps to take to effectively negotiate in any situation.

We have identified the six steps to effective negotiation: (1) identify the interests and positions, (2) Consider both side’s options to resolve the issues, (3) Research everything, (4) Establish the ground rules, (5) Bargain: Look for overlap and ways to resolve the issues that best meet the most concerns of the parties, and (6) Memorialize the agreement. Each of these steps requires a certain amount of work and skill. But with the right amount of effort you can be prepared to effectively negotiate in any situation.

The first step is to understand the difference between positions and interests and then to identify each in your situation. The easiest way to consider interests and positions is that the positions are the “what you want” of the problem and the interests are the “why you want it”. Positions are usually easy to identify. I have represented many people in divorces and it is not unusual in the first meeting to hear “I want the kids to live with me most of the time, I want my ex to pay me child support, I want alimony of at least $5,000 per month and I should get half of all the stuff. You can do that, right?” In a job negotiation the prospective employee may be thinking “I want $55,000 per year, good health insurance and a 401(k)”. The seller of a house may be thinking “I must get at least $300,000 for this house. That’s my bottom line.” All of these are the “positions” of the people entering the negotiations. The “what” I want. Positions are usually stated in “black and white”. They are often stated as “bottom line” places. And because they are stated as positions they do not allow flexibility. Either I get what I want or I don’t do the deal.

Contrast this with interests. Interests require you to look at “why” you want “what” you want. In the case of my divorce clients, I would often dig deeper to learn my client’s real interests. These may be a fast and amicable divorce with minimal disruption for the children and security for the family at the end. The “why” question will get to the bottom of the positions to find the interests. If I ask a parent in a mediation “why should the children live with you most of the time” I may find that it is because the parent perceives that they were the hands on parent that always helped with the homework and attended all of the school functions. I might also learn that this was one of the sources of anxiety in the family and that the parent would love it if their spouse would become more involved in the children’s lives. We may now have a new way to resolve the issue of parenting time if the other parent agrees to become more involved in the daily parenting activities. Similarly, with the negotiations for a new job, when you consider the “why” question for the position stated above, it may become clear that the reason that the person set the salary where they did was because they had parenting responsibilities that required them to pay a care giver for the afternoons, but a flexible work schedule may allow them to take a slightly lower salary while still meeting the needs of their family.

Knowing your “whys” is often the most difficult but critical part of the negotiation process. It is difficult because we become emotionally invested in our “whats”, that is our positions. It is easier to think in black and white. But to quote the title of a strangely popular book there may be “50 shades of gray”. It is by answering our “why” questions that we become open to the flow of negotiation and see opportunities that exist outside of our positions but that will meet our needs. The answer to the why questions, the identification of our true interests, allows us to explore possibilities that meet our needs in ways that we may not have considered. It also gives a justification to our positions that are truly immovable.

It is not only important to know our own interests but also to become familiar with the other sides interests. For the seller of a house the bottom line they want for the house is $300,000 (their position) and the buyer may not want to spend a dime over $270,000 (their position). This would normally mean the end results was “no deal”. But a savvy real estate agent may be able to structure a deal that could work for these two people if the agent is aware of the “whys” for each side. If we know that the seller has the ability to take back the mortgage on the property and this will provide them with a stream of income that they wouldn’t otherwise have and the seller is willing to pay a bit more on the price for favorable terms on a mortgage that they wouldn’t otherwise qualify for than there may be middle ground. Or perhaps the buyer is willing to pay more if the house has a new roof and the buyer has connections that will allow them to make some repairs and replace the roof at a reasonable cost. These solutions may meet the buyer and sellers interests more than the intractable positions they originally took.

The “whys” in negotiations are often our primal emotions: security, safety, trust, happiness. When someone says that they have a bottom line dollar number and will not take/offer a dime more/less, this is rarely the case. When I still litigated divorces, I often entered negotiations where my client had said something like “I will not accept a dime less than $3,000 per month in alimony”. But after hours of negotiations when the “final” offer comes from the other side that they will settle for $2,200 per month in alimony but will agree to more than half of the assets coming to my client, and pay for the child’s private school so long as they receive the tax deduction for the child, suddenly a deal is done. That is because both sides had their interests (the whys) met by the deal. Once we moved from a specific number to look at the bigger picture of tax consequences, special opportunities for the children, and overall family security we were able to meet the needs of everyone.

So, if you are facing a negotiation take a moment to plan. Identify what the issues are that must be addressed. Set an agenda for the negotiations. Then think a bit about what you want and why you want it. Next think about what the other side most likely wants and why they want it. You have now identified the issues, the positions and the interests. The first step is done and you are ready to start to explore the possible resolutions as part of step two.

The Six Steps to Negotiations

Posted by Sharon O'Day on October 28, 2013 with 0 Comment

“Life is a series of steps. Things are done gradually. Once in a while there is a giant step, but most of the time we are taking small, seemingly insignificant steps on the stairway of life” Ralph Ransom, Artist & Author

Every negotiation follows certain simple steps. We are often not even aware that we are following the steps. Sometimes we may skip a step but I would say this is at our own peril as the side that avoids or ignores a step is at a complete disadvantage. When we were young and in a hurry we may try to climb steps two at a time or jump down steps in even longer leaps. But an adult would always admonish us that it was not safe to miss steps and that we should be careful in using the steps as laid out for us.

In this series of articles I am going to break down each of the critical steps to a negotiation. These steps apply equally to a negotiation that is facilitated by a mediator and to any negotiation that you find yourself in on a daily basis. As a trained mediator I see many parties come to the mediation unprepared and without having gone through these steps. This is a sure sign that the mediation is going to be more difficult and may very well result in an impasse. This is so unfortunate because a little preparation could have saved the time and expense of the mediation and resulted in a signed agreement.

The steps in their simplest form are as follows:

Identify the issues and the positions.
Consider both side’s options to resolve the issues
Research everything
Establish the ground rules
Bargain: Look for overlap and ways to resolve the issues that best meet the most concerns of the parties
Memorialize the agreement

I will discuss each of these steps in some detail in future posts. For a simple “negotiation” like deciding on a dinner menu for the family or determining what time is curfew for your teenager, each step may be simple and require less than a minute. But for complicated issues like a divorce, the dissolution of a family business or resolving an international crisis each step may need painstaking attention and take days or weeks before the parties are ready to move on to the next step. No matter what type of negotiation you find yourself in, a thorough understand of these steps and a willingness to commit the time necessary for each will result in a better likelihood of reaching an agreement and walking away with a deal that each side can live with.

2013 Florida Case Law Update

Posted by Sharon O'Day on October 17, 2013 with 0 Comment

Law is Order and Good Law is Good Order. Aristotle

I am honored to be presenting the 2013 Florida Case Law Update at the Family Court Professional Collaborative meeting this year. There are over 130 appellate cases that have an impact on Family Law in the state of Florida decided by our Courts this year.

While I am a firm believer that the law should not be the sole determinant, or in some cases even the prime consideration, in deciding how a dissolution of marriage should be resolved, knowledge of the law is often a helpful starting point. To know what is possible, sometimes it is important to know what is not possible, at least as determined by the law.

I have attached a link to this years Case Law Update here.

Find Your Calling!

Posted by Sharon O'Day on October 12, 2013 with 0 Comment

“The two most important days in your life are the day you are born and the day you find out why.” Mark Twain

You know you have found a calling when…

Today I got up before the crack of dawn to walk the dog and feed the dog and cat. This is normal most days but on Saturdays I can usually sleep in a bit. At least until 7:30 when I have to get up and walk the dog before yoga. But today, I was up at my normal weekday time of 6:00 to walk the dog and get busy. This Saturday was a bit different because I had to be downtown for the annual Walk to End Alzheimer’s Disease. It was what I used to think of as “marketing”. I was sponsoring a table and talking to people about what I do. But today was not about “marketing”. It was about meeting new people, working together for a good cause and spreading the word of an opportunity that few people know about — my work as a mediator.

Last week I walked in the Bradenton walk. This week I was honored to be a sponsor for the Sarasota walk. I was also able to join hundreds of people out raising money and awareness as we walked and talked and laughed together. This evening I wanted to share the joy I felt to be out today and the joy I feel in my life. I have found my calling and it makes me happy.

So, what are some of the signs that you have found your calling? These are mine:

“Pleasure in the job puts perfection in the work.” Aristotle

Things that are usually thought of as hard work come easily. Getting up early, working late, working seven days a week and wishing there was one more day for you to work. Time flies when you are having fun. It also flies, perhaps faster, when you are driven, dedicated and committed to your path.

“Don’t give up trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love and inspiration I don’t think you can go wrong.” Ella Fitzgerald

Good things happen and you don’t even know how. Since closing my litigation practice and committing to peacemaking through mediation, I have been so blessed to have good things happen. I have been invited to speak at several conferences. I have two more speaking engagements coming before the end of the year. I have been inspired to write and spread my knowledge. I have been honored to be a chosen as the mediator and facilitator by many new clients. Good things happen when you are on the right path.

“The only way to do great work is to love what you do.” Steve Jobs

When you stray from the path it is easy to find your way back. Just because you have found a calling doesn’t mean that the path is always clear. It is just as easy to stray from the path. There are obstacles and bumps in the road. But, you sense the shift in the terrain much easier and find your way back to the path, the place that feels right, so much easier when you are on the “right path”.

Things come to you as you need them. Mentors, money, opportunity… All of these have come to me more easily and in great abundance since I changed my path. Also, smiles, sleep and health. It is not magic, although sometimes it feels that way. It is the energy that we produce when we do what we love and the confidence that we exude when we know we have chosen well. This is not to say that I don’t worry. After all, who starts a new business and doesn’t loose a few nights sleep. But now when I can’t sleep it is because I have things to do and I want to do them.

“Your work is to discover your work and then with all your heart to give yourself to it.” Buddha

Work isn’t work. When I was a litigator I hated “marketing”, spreading the word of what I did and seeking out clients. Now, I love every opportunity to tell people what I do. I look for any chance to help people find solutions to the troubles they have in their lives and in their families. Even the mundane tasks that face every business woman are easier when it is part of a bigger picture.

My career has been very circuitous. I heard recently that a child coming of age now will have fourteen careers in their adult life. Not jobs but careers. I have had at least six. I have been an administrator, a researcher, an advocate, a diplomat, a lawyer and a mediator. Each has been appropriate for a time in my life. Each has somehow built upon the last. Each has filled a need. But the place I find myself now feels like a pinnacle. This path feels right. I finally know what I want to be when I grow up. The trip has been fun, but I am glad that I have arrived.